October 2009
im happy so very happy
Im playing tmrw woohhooo and somebodies wearing my jersey haha yay the obstacles i overcame this week will show at the game every play and every hit. Damned if I do you, damned if I don’t. i like tht song and saturday is All Hallows Eve heh ghosts come out to party and witches come to rock. I love halloween
“It was right then that I started thinking about Thomas Jefferson on the...”
“We say we love flowers, yet we pluck them. We say we love trees, yet we cut them...”
My life is fucking falling apart.
My parents kicked me off the fucking football team, because I have “bad” grades. I have 4 B’s and 2 A’s. And they are fucking talking about moving back to Canada. All this shit is fucking annoying and hella people’s family members are dying. To relax I’m picking a fight, bitch mess with me slip up just so I can kick your fucking ass, I don’t care...
I think I might cry
3 weeks of football left. That means three games. Six hours that are left, to truly measure how good you are, until next year. :)/:( I’m going to miss this season, so much fun, I’ve achieved more than I truly thought possible. Well Good Night.
P.S. Life is Great again, my friends are closer than ever, and I’ve found new people to hang around with. :D
Mondays are so tiring
Im at college class :( so boring I lived all my life with noregrets but somethings been bothering me. Another thing people have walked out of my life, they dont talk to me text me or call me expect to be let in again like the close friends they once were. I only give second chances to those who try, otherwise do yourself a favor and stay out of my life. :)
I Can't wait for Monday
And Friday teehee
“If you could count the skeletons in my closet.
Then you would know i’ve...”
– Eminem
I'm hungry, for something other than food.
I cant sleep anymore, its almost 5 am. Sigh when there is nothing to do at night all you can do is just think. So that what Ive been doing. Iv reached certain conclusions. I dont know why Im blogging. Im out peace. P.S. Im so ready to whoop ass tmrw :D There is so much pressure to do good. I love it :P
Wow this story tell the truth
vickyyyyp:
“Sometimes, life doesn’t give you happy endings. Especially when it comes to love. And…you wish you could have that happy ending. But life gets in the way. Things happen and you just have to deal with the heartache. And yeah, it hurts. And yeah, you cry. A lot. Like, all the time. Seriously, non-stop,” I said with a bitter laugh. I was probably going off topic but I kept talking.
...
Wooohooooo
PLaying both sides of the ball tomorrow gonna crack heads tmrw at San Jose high they gonna get raped
“Show me a pretty girl, with the world stuck to her,
And I bet you there’s...”
– Immortal Technique
Are Fing Kidding me?
My parents are talking about moving back to Canada. Sigh Things are going so good here :( All my friends are here, my whole life is here. Oh well, just another obstacle in this never ending race we call life.
holy...
Yesterday I hit somebody hard enough to make my forehead bleed. Today its bleeding again. haha
I need to clear it up like a dirty window.
Too much drama at school. Why does everybody think I talk shit? I don’t talk shit EVER. About fucking anybody. Even if I dont like you, I’ll say something positive or nothing at all. This is annoying. People really need come off their high horses. And then football practise pissed me off like WTF Andre is going to start shittalking me about something I did, then does the same exact...
The heavy bear who goes with me
The heavy bear who goes with me, A manifold honey to smear his face, Clumsy and lumbering here and there, The central ton of every place, The hungry beating brutish one In love with candy, anger, and sleep, Crazy factotum, dishevelling all, Climbs the building, kicks the football, Boxes his brother in the hate-ridden city. Breathing at my side, that heavy animal, That heavy bear who sleeps with...
Tonight's gonna be a good night.
Man, I got memories playing in my head. I still remember what we “had”. It wasn’t much by a long shot, but it was fun. You told me not to wait so I ain’t. I don’t give second chances so we’re done. Forever. You’ll find somebody better than me. You didn’t really know a lot about me.
Wohoo, Today’s football practise was hella chill, just hitting...
Linemen Dream
crazyrusian911: dude last 4 games im going fucking crazy on the field
itsshuuy: hahaah
crazyrusian911: break some qbs in half
crazyrusian911: i know im going to spear the fool
crazyrusian911: imma go russian on thier ass
itsshuuy: ahhahah
itsshuuy: hahahaha
itsshuuy: "that's the russian style bitch"
itsshuuy: "learn it cuz u gonna see it all night"
crazyrusian911: huh?
crazyrusian911: is it a song?
itsshuuy: hahaha
itsshuuy: no
itsshuuy: it's what YOU gonna say
itsshuuy: when u spear that mofo
itsshuuy: ahah
crazyrusian911: hahaha
crazyrusian911: dude hella yeah
crazyrusian911: imm gonna remeber that and use it at the san jose game
itsshuuy: ahahah
crazyrusian911: dude i hope i can get a fumble and run it for a touch down this game
crazyrusian911: itd be hella sick
itsshuuy: haha
itsshuuy: yeah
itsshuuy: i have dreamt of doing hta
crazyrusian911: me to
crazyrusian911: haha
itsshuuy: tthen im do that deoin sanders
itsshuuy: run
itsshuuy: hold bal up
itsshuuy: and hand behind head
itsshuuy: then high step into endzone
crazyrusian911: haha
crazyrusian911: nice
crazyrusian911: imma run it in, throw the ball up bow catch the ball and give it to the ref
crazyrusian911: hhahaha
itsshuuy: haha
“Our fathers were our models for God. If our fathers bailed, what does that tell...”
– Tyler Durden
“It’s only after we’ve lost everything that we’re free to do...”
– Fight Club
GO RAIDERS
I’m so fucking pumped for next week. We’re going to lay a hat on the fuckers from San Jose High. WE going to run this town. haha Life just lifted a weighty load off my shoulders.
“Relationships don’t work they way they do on television and in the movies....”
– Scrubs
WTF
The game I play hella good in, I don’t have any good pics. BULLSHITT
“If I were to die, murdered in cold blood, tomorrow would you feel sorrow or show...”
– Eminem
“Some people are just born with tragedy in their blood.”
– Gretchen Ross
"It was a pleasure to burn. It was a special...
I read and reread the line. It seems truer and truer each time. Maybe I’m thinking to dark but whatever I don’t care anymore. All I can think about is going to get shitfaced. And drown out my problems in a bottle. But then again I have to much going for me, if i stop now. I’ll crash and burn, instead of landing lightly. We build ourselves up every day just to have someone tear...
“Every living creature on this earth dies alone”
– Grandma Death
They just want to see what happens when they tear...
“ I promise, that one day, everything’s going to be better for you.”...”
– Donnie Darko
Sundays arent fun days
I always feel so alone on sundays, i need to do something about that.
Random
I look into the darkness and see the fires burn. How many years, how many winters? The creature feels fear. Somewhere the creature hides. He doesn’t sleep the hate is too much. I know why his heart hurts. I know the cry. I dance in the dark, all by myself. I won’t wait for the morning to make it easier. I looked at the stars and I saw the hate. The fires don’t burn anymore. And...
“March to my death smiling, laugh as the rifles fire.”
– “Death March” by Immortal Technique
Forgotten
I feel like I should do something fun. I need the exicetment again. Not climbing the chaboya roof again though or going to the wineyard. The wineyard was fun even if I did get arrested there ahh good times. I feel like im on the straight and narrow I hate that feeling. Ill probably go get faded at a party or not idk haha. We play james lick this week. Hopefully we’ll smash
:D i got to get...
